So currently I’m surrounded by the mess that is Melanie’s room, listening to Hellogoodbye bursting out of her speakers, and a CD burning in the background.
I left my house with because I’m in a mood that desires only the climax of the beginning and end, and is in no mood for the search nor process. As stated above, I blame the caffeine. I can’t focus on anything right now that requires a progress and so pardon if this blog is fragmented and ends at an odd point, which it probably will.
Ecch, tense. I wanna complete things and begin things. I worked on a chapbook for senior odyssey and am very happy with how it’s starting (fyi, a chapbook is basically a scrap book, this one needs about 10 poems, 5 from me and 5 from writers I like).
Otherwise… I still need to sign up for classes for LPC, but I’m concerned as to whether or not I should either simply find a job for the summer…. or proceed to sign up for the summer ASL class which would require me to wake up at 5 or so in the morning and to leave at or before 6:30… AND still have to maintain a job. I don’t want to overburden myself, but at the same time I don’t want to forget/lose interest and I fear that if I don’t take some sort of summer school class that I’ll be horribly lost when the fall semester begins. (Any advise on this issue is helpful…)
I look forward to the date I have tomorrow… but I had a very good conversation/debate with a certain lesbian friend’s gay uncle about how I observed both the plans of the date and the whole deja vu sense thing I’ve had. He said some things I could very well meditate on for hours, one being, despite the similarities of encounter, he is not him. Something I very well know, but he helped make it clear for me about viewing the whole thing as a new thing on its own and not looking for the similarities, for fear of fear/falling.
I’m excited, tomorrow should prove a most…. interesting/enjoyable/odd/awkward encounter. What fun. =)
As for now, the caffeine still hasn’t worn off completely, but it has subsided, and I’ve run out of things to write that’d hold my interest.
-Dan
: ) You’re so funny sometimes.
So take a different class instead of ASL over the summer…I don’t know any background, so I kinda can’t help, but if you message me or e-mail me and tell me what’s going on perhaps I could offer a bit of advice!?! : )
yay for caffeine, random post, melanie’s messy room, signing up for classes, first dates and projects we are proud of.
i love you dan :)
i enjoy reading your writing.