I can understand what you’re saying, and I wish I had something I could offer you…but I really don’t. I do RSS Feed to your blogs, I do read everyone of them, I do enjoy reading them. I enjoy the times I have spent with you. I believe you can accomplish anything you set out to accomplish!

I can’t be your push…and in essence, no one really can. It has to come from you. I know that’s easier said than done though. I seek that external push from others to feel like I can accomplish it too. But one day I know I will have to face things on my own. One day, when my friends are busy and I’m at the cusp of an important decision that needs to be decided right then…I’ll have to make a choice, and so will you.

So often, especially currently, I feel like people want me to be decisive, make decisions…but whenever I do they jump on my case. They can deny it all they want, but they do. Its hard to take, but at the end of the day you have to look at yourself in front of the mirror. You have to answer for your choices, and no one can stand next to you while you do that. Let’s just say, I’ve avoided the mirror a lot lately.

Tangent…sorry lol! Anyway, the point to my rambling is, don’t give up. Seek out that friendship, yes, but don’t make it your life’s goal. I do believe in you Daniel, I do value you as a person, (Which, as you know, is a huge step considering my old feelings for you haha.) don’t let the world tell you you’ll fail, don’t let them get you down. Make a goal and do everything in your power to accomplish it. I’m here for you as best I can be m’dear.

With Love in Christ,
Fraga

P.S. you are inspiring a blog for me here…so some of this may be in my next blog LOL!